Ephemeral Moments
September 17th, 2008It’s 5am.
Quite quiet.
All I hear –
the clock ticking.
A reminder
of time
of life
of death.
Time, life, death:
so ephemeral
so precious.
It’s 5am.
Quite quiet.
All I hear –
the clock ticking.
A reminder
of time
of life
of death.
Time, life, death:
so ephemeral
so precious.
I stop talking.
My heart quickly
starts talking
in sublime serenity!
Why do i talk
to myself:
so much,
for so long?
May be I will
simply stay silent,
and watch me
as i start to talk.
May be I will
quietly listen
to my heart
to your heart
and feel the love.
Daddy Comes Home
Lo and behold, it was Daddy! He had always wanted to visit my home. Never got a chance to do so, because mom was always a bit sick. He didn’t want to leave her alone and travel the seven seas. So he never got a chance to be with us in California.
“Why not? Didn’t you want me to visit your home, all these years?” he asked.
“Yes, but… it has been exactly three full years since you passed away! Look, there is even a photograph of you here, days before you died. You can’t come here now! Please go back to where you now belong.”
“Well, I would. That is, if you paid any heed to what I always said. Why, look at all these clothes. They’ve been here for almost a week! You’ve been waiting for someone else to iron them, huh? And this shelf over here? How long will you curse the carpenter and the cabinetmaker? Didn’t I say, it is fun to do things with you own hands?”
He was still there, smiling. Playing with his upper fake incisor, like he always did. All I could do was sprint as fast as I can to my master bedroom, jump into bed, covering myself from head to toe. With a thud, I awoke.
Dad was speaking the truth all right. The whole truth. I have been wide-awake since. It has been three full years since Guru (as we loving shortened dad’s name, Gurudas) left us. He has been lurking in my consciousness every so often. At times, he pulls these nuggets out of my shadow, and gently taps at the door to my heart.
Your friend,
S.O.S.
I need help.
I can’t think of a poem.
I attempt to write a page on books
But I can never concoct a satisfying ending.
I dedicate a poem to music
But I can’t create a creative creation.
I try to incorporate rhymes
Although angry, arrogant words will refuse to rhyme with each other.
Thinking of a poem’s title
Takes me ten total tumultuous tiring hours.
I pen literature of magic and swords
Only to realize how pathetic the plot is.
Help! Help! Help! Help!
I need aid!
Wait a minute….
In writing this, I’ve created a poem!
-Anand Hemmady
in love with the universe
loving every bit of it:
the god and the goddess
in an eternal embrace!
-shankar
Carefully I control
Every morsel in my mouth.
But when it’s time to shit
It’s simply what is!
Is it time to surrender?
-shankar
I once looked
through a window.
I saw a family playing
and working
at the other end of the court.
That look
through the window
at my house
taught me
so much and
made me realize
the little aspects of life
that are so subtle
that we don’t
understand their impact.
I saw there was
about two streets’ space
between us,
and that window.
The space wouldn’t have mattered,
I could have seen them
and known that
they were real.
It was the window
that stopped me.
Through the window,
everything was unclear.
The window separated me
from their world.
I began to look at
a movie, or short clip,
not
real people in
a real world.
I questioned myself,
“Why does that window
make the difference?”
And I realized that
I look at my own life
through a window
sometimes.
Unsure of the boundary
between imagination
and reality.
I am insensitive to anything
sometimes,
and sometimes intimately aware
of everything around me.
This whole existence sometimes
gets thrown into question.
“Why are we here?”
“Who am I?”
and other questions like that.
At other times, I don’t even think about
such ridiculous questions,
my life too busy
for me.
But mostly,
I wish the window,
physical or not,
wasn’t so blurry,
wasn’t hiding anything,
didn’t separate people.
Everywhere we are,
we see little, tiny,
invisible windows
into the lives of
so many people.
We get a glimpse
of their entire lives
like seeing into a
window of a house.
Yet, we,
being who we are,
judge people based
on that little window.
The screen and glass
must never be dirty,
or blurry,
or stained,
they must be on their
best behavior at all times
or they will be made fun of,
or teased,
or just looked at as
different because of
that window.
Windows are
an everyday part of life.
You learn to deal
with them and move on.
No one really realizes
how important
these windows are.
They just are
what they are.
-Shona Hemmady
Take charisma, kindness, discipline, friendship, loyalty, and common sense.
Carefully make a paste of loyalty until the result tastes sweet.
Add in a slight amount of friendship to blend with the paste of loyalty.
A little common sense should be used to spice up the mixture.
Cut up and sprinkle charisma and discipline on the top to add more sugar.
Enjoy the warm feeling of a friend.
Serve with care.
I thought I danced well, no?
Daughter said, dad, hell, no!
Like all men, you’re stuck on staccato.
At most, you go for some chaos, so?
Look at all them girls, how they flow.
And at times, they lyrically glow!
When will you learn to flow?
Don’t be afraid to blow.
May be go a bit slow.
At least try to row!
Don’t just croak
like a crow!
Sing the rhythmic song
that soothes the soul.
And dance to the music
not to a myopic goal!
Let that heart hear
those unstruck celestial chords.
Let that mind mind itself.
Just back up into your body
and feel the flow of the gods!
Just trying to make you smile
just for a while
just so much
that you’ll
fall off
and
get back
into your heart
find your voice back
and the rhythm of your life.